"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
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Let Me Tell U Evrythg
Friday, May 14, 2010
When you’re surrounded by all these people, it can be even lonelier than when you’re by yourself. You can be in a huge crowd, but if you don’t feel like you can trust anybody or talk to anybody, you feel like you’re really alone.It’s hard to look in the mirror when you see only the shell of who you once were. You remind yourself of how the beauty slowly disappeared, starting secretly on the inside. You became numb, unaware of how hurt you should feel after being used, played and damaged so many times. I know what it’s like to sit in the dark and cry your eyes out. You have thoughts about hurting yourself, hoping the monster inside could somehow make the mask you lived in for years a little easier on the eyes, a little more beautiful. But if you look in real close, your nose pressed against the glass, you’ll see you have become so fucking ugly. Inside and out, you are a mess of everything you once hated, what you still hate. The people on the outside can see the bottle of lies and scars of insecurities, and the secrets you thought would be kept forever are the things everyone knows.