How can you stand yourself with these things you do? Do you not see the pain that you cause? I will never understand you.

I wish you would stay OUT of my mind. I NEED you to leave me alone. You say that you loved me but I have been thinking, You are in love with the thought of being with me. Why must you torture me with your beauty?

Can’t you just let go of my heart? I can’t tell you any of this because I won’t hurt you. I wanted to be in love with you and feel how right it is But now I want to NOT be in love with you but I can’t. Can you look at yourself in the mirror without thinking of me? I ask myself a question every day, morning and night,

Why do I put myself through so much pain to find this pleasure? I don’t think you have a clue I’m killing myself by wanting you. Maybe you will realize this once I’m finally gone. I hope this is the right thing to do,

All I ever did was love you, all I ever did was care. All I did was believe in you, and all your burdens I did share.

I saw the best in you, and over looked ther bad. I cared when no one else did, and was the best friend you ever had.

I gave you my heart, I kissed your cheek and held your hand. My thoughts of you, were as numberous as the sand.

I thought we’d be forever, I thought it’d never end. But of your character I was wrong, this separation we cannot mend.

She will never love you like I do. When you finally realize this, it’ll be too late. My true you will someday miss.

You will remember the brown eyed girl, And regret your lie. But I will not be here, for this is my goodbye.